Every Christmas, I load Steven Curtis Chapman into my CD player, and fast forward to the following song. I remember 7 years ago listening to this song and thinking about how hard it would be to celebrate Christmas without two of the most important people in my life. As the years pass, this song has come to mean so much more in my life. Although the roles are reversed for my Grandparents, I know that Grandpa is the one singing with the angels, and Grandma is biding her time here on earth until they can be together again. Just reading these lyrics brings tears to my eyes as I struggle yet another year to cherish the memories of Christmas past rather than live them. I miss Christmas Eve at my grandparents house with my mom, aunt Pam, Uncle Joseph, and cousins Amy and Brian. My heart yearns to be 12 years old again so that I can relive the past just one more time. Life goes on and so must our traditions and memories. I can assure you that for as long as I am alive, I will cherish the traditions I was raised with and will forever have my grandparents in my heart.
Her house was where the family gathered every Christmas eve
A feast was on the table and gifts were placed beneath the tree
Everything was picture perfect and Grandpa would laugh and say
That woman spends the whole year getting ready for this day
One year the leaves began to fall and her health began to fade
We moved her to a place where they could watch her night and day
But she kept making plans for Christmas from her little room
She told everyone, I'll miss you but I'll be leaving soon
I'm going home for Christmas and I'm going home to stay
I'm going home for Christmas and nothing's gonna keep me away
I'll be with the ones I love to celebrate the Savior's birth
This gift will be worth more to me than anything on earth
I'm going home, home for Christmas
All the leaves outside have fallen to be covered by the snow
The family comes with food and gifts and Grandpa comes alone
There's a sadness in our silence as the Christmas story's read
And with tears, Grandpa reminds us of the words that Grandma said
I'm going home for Christmas and I'm going home to stay
I'm going home for Christmas and nothing's gonna keep me away
I'll be face to face with Jesus as we celebrate His birth
This gift will be worth more to her than anything on earth
'Cause she'll be home
And as we sing 'Joy to the World' I can't help thinking
Of the joy that's shining in her eyes right now
And though our hearts still ache, we know that as we celebrate
She's singing with the herald angels and heaven's glowing on her face
And now she's home for Christmas and now she's home to stay
She's home for Christmas, and nothin' could've kept her away
She'll be face to face with Jesus, as we celebrate His birth
And this gift will be worth more to her than anything on earth
She's home, she's home for Christmas